Wednesday, January 16, 2008

GREAT expectations


In an effort to help Sen. Larry Craig, the American Civil Liberties Union is arguing that people who have sex in public bathrooms have an expectation of privacy.
Craig, of Idaho, is asking the Minnesota Court of Appeals to let him withdraw his guilty plea to disorderly conduct stemming from a bathroom sex sting at the Minneapolis airport.
The ACLU filed a brief Tuesday supporting Craig. It cited a Minnesota Supreme Court ruling 38 years ago that found that people who have sex in closed stalls in public restrooms "have a reasonable expectation of privacy."
That means the state cannot prove Craig was inviting an undercover officer to have sex in public, the ACLU wrote.
The ACLU argues that the ruling means that even if Craig invited an undercover officer to have sex in a stall -- which Craig vehemently denies -- his actions wouldn't be illegal. Source

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

The Christian Anti-Defamation Commission CRITICIZES NBC



"There is a relentless attempt by the media to stereotype Christians as prone to violence. There's a tendency on the side of the media to make what I call a 'moral equivalency': If you are a fundamentalist Muslim, you are violent. If you are a fundamentalist Christian, you are violent.
Every once in a while, some nutjob Christians will do something stupid.
Christians don't condone violence."
Dr. Gary Cass, chairman and CEO of the Christian Anti-Defamation Commission, as he criticized the producers as insensitive in The Christian Post.




A recent “Law & Order” show portraying a leader in a college Christian ministry as anti-homosexual and Christians as "Bible thumpers" is drawing ire from a watchdog group for anti-Christian bigotry.


In the opening of the NBC shows episode last week, a leader in a college Christian ministry, who opposed homosexuality, was portrayed as being guilty of making death threats against a professor studying the "gay gene." The lead detective also refers to Christians as "Bible thumpers." Source



If all it takes to irk Christian Watchdogs, with what can only be accurately described as SELECTIVE MEMORY, is a fictional portrayal of a "Christian" on a fantasy TV show than someone needs to get some serious mental help or a life!
BTW, would Mr. Cass like to explain the statistically high frequency of times Lesbians, Gays, Bisexuals and Trans-people are portrayed on TV as mentally ill, serial killers, child molesters, lovers of bestiality, ad nauseum. I don't think his selective memory will allow it. And wouldn't those haters hiding behind their bibles and their pulpits have to change their current message and or own up to their hatred - I somehow doubt that's going to happen anytime soon!

PARTING SHOT!
From the ARTICLE sourced:

"A Barna Group survey last September reported that the most common perception among people between 16-29 years old is that present-day Christianity is "anti-homosexual." Around 91 percent of young non-Christians and 80 percent of young churchgoers say this phrase describes Christianity. A majority from both categories also believe that Christians show excessive contempt and unloving attitudes towards gays and lesbians."

I couldn't write anything MORE tell-tale eh, Mary!

Thursday, December 27, 2007

I really hate you, but I'm blaming baby Jesus and Christianity because I can

“These are acts to question the ordinances of God. There’s nothing like ‘intellectualising’ sin; sin is sin. How do you imagine a woman sharing the same bed with a woman or a man with a fellow man? It’s terrible. As the church, we need to resist practices that are not in line with the Christian doctrines.”

As QUOTED by The Bishop of Bukedi Diocese, the Rt. Rev. Nicodemus Okille who was hating on the GAYS in his Christmas sermon at St. Peter’s Church of Uganda Tororo on Tuesday. The Bishop also said the acts violate both the biblical teachings on marriage and African culture. The bishop cautioned married couples against indulging in adultery, saying it is the main cause of divorce.

This is rather typical of Christendumb* throughout history, Christians have demonstrated how totally devoid of any love, and or Christ teachings they are and it's rather tell-tale that the bishop would use his Christmas mass to address the politics of church supported hatred. But I still want to know why we even have to have this GAY discussion in the first place. After all isn't Christmas truly the time to focus ALL our attention on the story of a pregnant (out of wedlock) teenage girl visited by an angel, who claims she was told she was carrying God's child, her arduous trip to Bethlehem on the back of a donkey in order to pay taxes and take part in a census, her delivery of that God spawned baby born in the inn's stable, surrounded by animals and visited that very night by a star over head, a flood of angels, shepherds, wise men baring gifts and just for drama the horror of a wicked ruler who demanded infanticide of all Jewish boy babies but somehow missed the one boy who would become messiah, or Jesus the Christ? Oh, come all ye faithful...
Folks, doesn't "the church" and this bishop have much more interesting yet imaginary plausible material on which to brow beat it's followers into fear and submission besides the implication of GAYS being hated by God. Is the Bishop trying to RUIN Christmas traditions for EVERYONE? Not on Christmas!

Once again, as the evidence suggests, kooky religious leaders will exploit any high holiday, feast, tradition or pure myth to express personal disdain of certain people. But then again, one can't invoke the panic and fear in others in order to get their money and support, unless you insist God hates certain kinds of people, certain kinds of behaviours and certain kinds of intellect.

ps. The Bishop's mess-age has spawned some insane interesting "debate" on "Christian" discussion boards, like this
one.

*a word play on
Christendom

Handicapable




Homosexuality is a spiritual possesion. It doesn't mattr where it came from.
Birth or life. it's the same demon that perverts your natural affection that God gave you for females and make you have the affection for men. Even though God loves you and he does. You have to overcome this demonic spirit with the spirit of God and Jesus. Perverted people will not make it into heaven. The bible says so. I will be reading Romans 1:16 -32 . I love you. User
kaz6350 on Youtube

Well I think it's high time we ask these Youtube "ministers" of the Most High God- the one who is believed to hate homosexuals and even wants them dead, to honestly acknowledge that those are their own feelings they are expressing. While I am at it, I'd also like to add that it's high time they admit that if God was such a miracle worker he could do something I would consider really MIRACULOUS- like make these folks more intelligent, more logical, and able to remember the not so far off racist sentiments of the past.

hand·i·cap[han-dee-kap]

–noun
*any disadvantage that makes success more difficult.
*a physical or mental disability making participation in certain of the usual activities of daily living more difficult.

The only handicap I really face as a gay man, in a world I have to share with ignorant, superstitious, "Christian," fear mongers and bigots; is momentary despair from a lack of hope. I am only at a disadvantage in life or can't succeed when a barrage of stupid people congregate, decide what GOD says is applicable to ALL people and attempt to use their fear to make laws against me.

Oh, all that, and I occasionally get neurotic when I lose hope that enlightenment will be embraced by ALL.

Has the intellectually and logic handicapped MADman in the video, using HIS interpretation of the Bible to support HIS opposition of homosexuals and other "perverts," forgotten about other forms of discrimination like racism? Would he like it if I told him his skin color was a perversion, a handicap, something fixable and something which might keep him from God's miraculous plan of SALVATION? My guess is no, he'd just call me racist and keep using his Bible to ignorantly defend his personal hatred and homophobia.

I urge you dear readers to ask yourself and others this: if the Christian Bible God is such an amazing, superior, almighty, righteous source of higher POWER, why do his "spokes models" appear to be nothing more than ignorant, fearful, illiterate buffoons who feel led to "preach" to people using Youtube videos?

ps. I'm back after a move, a blogging respite and other daily craziness- did you miss me?

Monday, November 5, 2007

About last NIGHT


Last night I saw Diana Ross at the Paramount Theatre in Oakland.



Miss Ross was the boss! Plus she couldn't have picked a more suitable venue to showcase her fierceness. Oakland's Paramount Theatre is one of the finest remaining examples of Art Deco design in the United States. Designed by renowned San Francisco architect Timothy L. Pflueger and completed in late 1931, it was one of the first Depression-era buildings to incorporate and integrate the work of numerous creative artists into its architecture and is particularly noteworthy for its successful orchestration of the various artistic disciplines into an original and harmonious whole. Seriously it was all that and more.
Her concert was an hour and a half of PURE exuberance. It was obvious to me, and everybody in the packed theater, that she loves what she does, that her fans love what she does and that somehow time has magically kept her from ever having a shelf life. Timeless. She's flawless and fierce and every bit the DIVA she has always been.
Now really, it was miraculous to me that a 63 years young entertainer could belt out songs that MADE her a legend without a bad note, memory lapse, staleness or artificiality. She effortlessly danced about with energy, looked fabulous, was dressed to the 9's and was amazingly entertaining.
Just before she ended the show she sang the only original song in her show that her back up singer of 6 years, Fred White, wrote for her, and she told US the truth- her performance is ALL about singing to those she loves, seeing her friends happy and dancing, and getting to wear gorgeous gowns. That's what makes her happy.
Mr. White's song I Love You(That's All That Really Matters) was what I perceived to be the thread woven throughout this spectacular evening with the BOSS- Ms. Ross knows what people expect from her and she delivered with so much LOVE.
She respects the act of performance, appreciates those who come to see her, still has a wide age appeal and she proved to me just how much she really loves what she's done best for all these years.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

It's a RED letter DAY!

Tonight, I have a date with Miss Ross. I woke up with this on my mind!

Saturday, November 3, 2007

The VICTIMS are the WILLING...

Every reformation must have its
victims. You can't expect the fatted
calf to share the enthusiasm of the
angels over the prodigal's return.
Saki


In an interview with the local Columbian newspaper, Curtis says now that he's lawyered up he can't talk about the case until it's resolved, seeing as how he still faces the possibility of being charged himself with solicitation. "He said if I spoke publicly, he would drop me like a hot potato," Curtis said, referring to his attorney.

That's too bad, since explaining his votes against domestic partners and basic civil rights might help to remind the eager gossip blogger-mongers out there that this man is the alleged victim here. I'm not sure what form the explanation would take, although I can imagine that he viewed his own same-sex urges as wrong and a threat to his marriage -- so maybe he viewed others the same way.

That's tragic and slightly pathetic, but it certainly gives me no joy in how he and his family was brought down in such mean-spirited fashion. Chris Crain; strangely blogging sympathetically, about someone whom he considers a VICTIM, and blogs, IMO rather condescendingly, about all the "nasty" gay bloggers, who are reveling over the recent spotlight on Washington state Rep. Richard Curtis.

Curtis, who resigned his state representative position Wednesday afternoon, only slightly more than 48 hours after becoming embroiled in a sex scandal that includes allegations that he wore women’s lingerie and offered to pay a 26-year-old male gay porn model $1,000 for unprotected sex. Curtis resigned his seat after the media published details of an alleged blackmail scheme against him, says he knows he needs to explain his previous votes against gay rights legislation. Source

I don't pretend to know what any of you must be feeling at this particular place and time... but I am elated that yet another White, "straight," HAPPY HETEROSEXUAL, who may like man meat injections, who has gone on PUBLIC RECORD as having voted against legislation that would ensure equality and the rights of my fellow LGBT brothers and sisters, who HAS now been exposed as a FRAUD and now faces his moment of truth for two timing what some RR's consider family values.
You know, I am almost rejoicing that there are people in this world who will actually create change for us simply by making these STUPID,
almost weekly mistakes and getting caught with their wig on, lipstick stain in an embarrassing location, thong panties down and their jelly boobies askew, while claiming they are straight, happily married and living a life that promotes everything that fulfills the American Dream and rewards the families who dream them.

At the very least, I realistically live up to my own expectations...all of my life I actually remained true to what I believe to be my core VALUES; even when I faced abuses, trials, threats, violence or unpopularity- I remained TRUE to my core VALUES. AND NOT ONCE did I consider myself a victim.
I considered the words of my religionist/abusive/dry drunk, homo-obsessed father, when he said "son, adversity builds character-" so-the-fuck-what! I've ended up with A LOT of character. Well at least throughout, I maintained my personal integrity. Laugh or chuckles all ya want Blanches, this MARY has nothing to be ashamed of. Adversity can destroy some people. I constantly see the photos, they speak for themselves. But Mr. Representative isn't contending with an adversity, he's receiving karma for messing with the great universal gay justice Mama!

That which does not kill you makes you STRONG.

DON'T EVER LET YOURSELF BECOME A VICTIM.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

I need PERFECTION, like Ann Coulter



found this reading joemygod

Barely Political wants to be Perfected Like Ann Coulter.

Randy Thomas says you are as hypocritical as Representative Curtis

I just read about the new scandal brewing (Chris Crain - Gay blogger) and I am saddened for all involved. From the Curtis family, the exploited (for sex and porn) male prostitute (Cody Castagna), Rep. Curtis and even the gay bloggers having yet another field day with the whole sad and sordid details. My first knee jerk reaction was to go and cull out and quote all the horrible things the gay bloggers were saying and describe them in all kinds of ways that would try to make the case that, in other areas, they were as hypocritical as the Representative. I wanted to rant about how their actions/reactions are even more reasons to not go back to identifying with the “gay” community. Randy Thomas, Everyday Thoughts Collected





First off WHERE is the HYPOCRISY? I see nothing hypocritical about my pointing out the fetishes of a straight, married, State Representative who consistently votes anti-gay-ly. He obviously thinks it's easy to remain in the closet while visiting porno bookstores where he has been reported more than once to wear women's clothing while getting off in the booths.

Secondly, Randy you did exactly what you had hoped not to do-- you DID rant, and you did call names- I recall seeing hypocrite and compared us to a married but adulterous pervert. Chris Crain does the same thing.
But you know what folks, obviously what these two "morally superior" men don't realize, WE(the bloggers in the gay community who write about how funny ALL this sordid scandal really is) didn't make vows to a woman we call wife that WE didn't intend to keep. WE didn't vote anti-gay-ly and then hopped up like a stinky cat in heat begging for bareback sex from a TWINK prostitute he picked up at an adult bookstore. AND I'm sure this isn't his first encounter- it's the first time he got CAUGHT. We aren't hypocrites for reveling in the schadenfreude- we're making a point for everybody to see- unlike you who are trying to bill yourselves as SUPERIORS.

Thirdly, Randy shoots himself in the foot... Get over yourself, nobody wants you to re-identify with the GAY community, you have told way too many lies about our lives and love, you side with people who seek us harm, you were never out and proud. NEED I GO ON? You're riding on our backs like an E ticket Ride at Disneyland. Go sit alone in your dark misery, writing about the people with whom you are most fascinated, most desire and most wish you could emulate but can't touch. Nobody can feel your pain because you're too busy using self pity to make "perpetual VICTIM" a job classification.

So sorry to have to break it to you and Chris Crain but some of us didn't succumb to nasty addictions, horribly degrading sexual experiences, we don't over eat to feel loved, we don't do drugs and have abusive relationships and then turn around and blame all the hurt on others or those who try to hurt us- we came out, we gay identified, we stopped taking your lying crap- essentially WE accepted ourselves for what we are and you can't tolerate it.

Dan Abrams tells it like it is



The Richard Curtis sex scandal in a nutshell- a very hot, sexy and intelligent nutshell- I'm talking about Dan Abrams.

REVISIONIST or FRAUD, let the FACTS decide


"I know what it is to be an out and proud gay-identified man … I was out and proud in the workplace … I know what that’s like first-hand. But I also know what it’s like to say … If I’m doing a bad job, then I definitely need correction, but if I’m not, she does. And it was taken care of right then. And I actually got promoted over her. What I’m trying to point out is this was 1990. I do respect civil rights. I do respect Dr King. And for ENDA to create a special class, or a protected class, undercuts civil rights to the core. As a former gay man, I see this from the perspective of knowing what it’s like to be a gay man in the workplace … But I also see it from the perspective of “I want my religious liberties protected.” Randy Thomas ex-gay Vice President of Exodus International and vocal opponent of ENDA

Ex-gay activist and Exodus International Executive VP spoke at a press conference last Friday to oppose the Employment Non-Discrimination Act. He stood beside vocal anti-gay, bigot, pastor, Bishop Harry Jackson and said the following:





Yes my name is Randy Thomas, I’m the executive vice president for Exodus. Exodus is the largest Christian resource in the world helping people with unwanted homosexuality, to overcome that, as an identity, and a worldview, through a relationship with Jesus Christ.

We have almost 200 member agencies in Canada and north–uh, United States, as well as affiliated with about 200 more around the world.

In 1990 I worked for a fortune 500 company. And I know what it’s like to be an out and proud gay identified man, I was not raised in the church, I did not have a moral conflict with being gay at that time. And I was out and proud in the workplace. And in 1990 in this fortune 500 company I did have a supervisor who when she found out that I was gay, um, didn’t really particularly care for that. And she started to make my life a little difficult, in the workplace. So I know what that’s like first hand.

But I also know what it’s like to say, you know what, I know who I am. I went to her supervisor and I said, if I’m doing a bad job, then I definitely need correction, but if I’m not, she does. And it was taken care of right then. And, I actually got promoted over her.

What I’m trying to point out is, this was 1990. HRC, the Human Right’s Campaign, which is the largest gay lobby in the world, is bragging all the time about the gay buying power. About the corporate equality index. There is a lot of tolerance in this country. There is a lot of freedom in this country. And those who identify as gay, are exhibiting that.

To pass ENDA, and create a protected class – and I’m not black, and I’m not a woman, and I’ve never been a woman – but I do respect civil rights. I do respect Dr. King, and for ENDA and hate crimes legislation, to create–a special class, or a protected class, undercuts civil rights–to the core.

Now is there an issue of homosexuality in the workplace? Sure, let’s talk about that. Let’s have a dialogue about homosexuality in the workplace. And the dynamics that that causes inside the workplace. Valid concerns, absolutely. And where there is a problem, like I experienced, we should take care of it. But as a former gay identified man, and I say former, because I am no longer gay. I did experience a change in my identity, as well as my sexuality. But as a former gay man, I see this perspective. (Crowd applauds) Thank you. I see this from the perspective of knowing what it’s like to be a gay man–in the workplace, but I also see it from the perspective of, I want my religious liberties protected.

Speaking of HRC, they’re a 501c3. I very much doubt that they’re going to hire me, because of my sexual reorientation. This law would open up the possibility for me to be able to say, you know what, you didn’t hire me, because of my sexual REorientation. And if that’s confusing to you, good. Because this public policy is very confusing. It is bad public policy. And on that merit alone, morality aside, this public policy is terrible. It should not be getting to this place.

I say, respect, get to know your gay identified neighbor. They deserve respect and dignity, every human person does. But don’t pass bad public policy, out of a good intentions (sic). Thank you.

DING DING DING, oops my BS-o-meter just went into overdrive! I posted the entire transcript of his speech above because, a clip which was filmed and placed on youtube.com is, since just this morning "no longer available." My guess, Randy Thomas was caught in a lie and/or he and Bishop Jackson realized how his anti-ENDA speech makes absolutely no sense. Many other bloggers have been using that clip to prove how Exodus International actually feels about homosexuals, and it's time they were exposed for the lies they consistently tell and held accountable for the damage their EVIL lobbying creates.

Randy according to his own published testimony at Stonewall Revisited claims to be a raging drunk and a drug user in 1990 almost committing suicide from one of his binges. He also claims he couldn't stay sober. He claims AA and a friend helped him come to Christ in 1992 after admitting he'd been a drunk since "16." For what it's worth, if he was actually working for a Fortune 500 Corporation that discriminated against him for being GAY as he states in the exgaywatch.com transcript from the video, why does he state this in his testimony:

Thirty days later I was on a Greyhound bus headed for Dallas. My Aunt gave me a chance to "start over." I immediately found the best gay bars and drugs Dallas had to offer. Which lead me to the night of New Years 1990.

That night, when I saw Death, was the night I hit bottom. That night my soul cried out and God lifted His eyes to me once again. I couldn't see Him but He cared for me.

I found a new telemarketing job and I met this wonderful lady named Steffany. She didn't care that I was gay. She talked about acceptance and unconditional love. She invited me to a twelve-step program dance and I had such a good time I didn't even miss drinking.

I sobered up for the first time on Feb. 23rd, 1990. During this time, I went from selling on the phones to working in the corporate computer room. I actually started paying my bills. I was at the beginning of a fulfilled gay life, or so I thought.

One day, while driving, I looked up at the sky, and these radiant beams of light were shredding this cloud and all of a sudden I knew " don't know how" but I knew God had gotten me off drugs! He had orchestrated every move. He had a purpose for my life.

Needless to say I nearly wrecked! For the first time I experienced Him. However, eventually God was placed behind my own vanity and pride rooted in homosexuality.

I did start drinking again but during my relapse, Steffany had become a born-again Christian. When I re-established in the 12-step program (March 17th 1992), we re-connected.

My guess is he is lying because he is trying to prove that ENDA is harmful to Christians. He was probably almost fired for repeated violations of work standards or ethics- drunks and drug addicts usually lie, cheat and steal from the company in VAST ways. Drunks and drug addicts come to work messed up, can't function, don't perform and make bad mistakes. Drunks and drug addicts call in sick even if they are not. I'm not casting aspersions about his experience here, I'm just being realistic- if he wants to explain his published testimony versus this recent transcript for Bishop Harry Jackson's lobby, come out publicly and be honest.

SOURCES, I used the transcript I found on exgaywatch.com blog, having seen the clip this morning. I've used the same transcript of his testimony to prove other logical fallacies about other public press claims in other communique he has made public (like on his blog,) he has not yet denied the testimony is not his own.


Does Randy Thomas really wish to be taken seriously or will he prevaricate yet another time for the sake of speaking out against the LGBT's who aren't afraid of how others view them? Randy Thomas ex-gay bigot, REVISIONIST or FRAUD, or both???

UPDATE:
the video clip is available again, and here it is! ENJOY!

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Moving America in the RIGHT Direction




WAKE UP everybody the lunatic fringe has TOTALLY come out of hiding- noooo, really. At the recent conventions Huffington Post's Max Blumenthal proves it!!! Looky at all the CRAZY they said in that clip!
The only thing missing in their message is the white sheets and pointy hats.
However, given the current state of their party of religious, anti-gay, closeted, cross-dressing, spending out of control losers- they are being represented by the likes of these FAMILY VALUABLES...
married MALE Republican representatives wearing women's clothing and barebacking with twink hookers, Reverend Fred Phelps and his calvalcade of inbred losers slapped with a 2.9 million dollar lawsuit for picketing the wrong funeral, and the recent 20 "married straight men" rounded up in a Bedford sex sting, those nutty Regligious Reich Christians who can't really SAVE America with their lies are left with no recourse but to hop on the crazy bus bound for Padded Cell Town. They really aught to do something about FAMILY VALUES besides undermine them with their own hypocrisy.

Oh and by the way, What are you going to be for Halloween?

They have closed the CASTRO to Halloween this year, soooooooo stay at home and have a Tim Burton film festival...


BOO!
If you happen to be reading this Arturo, remember this was our first date movie?

Cheers- folks, ghouls and goblins! May the great pumpkin leave you treats and if you're so inclined a trick or two or three if you're into groups!

After last nights debate, and this clip

I'm still not feeling anything but WTF??? from Barack Obama. So I found this from the smarties over at GAY. It actually makes more sense to me than Obama saying he's a "progay" politician who STUPIDLY turns around and hires an anti-gay-Christian-ex-homo-homophobe to front his get the young, churched, African American vote campaign revival tour. Does he not GET that I take that as an act of homophobia against my person? Something is still not(surprise, surprise) sitting well with me and Obama- or are we just supposed to trust WORDS not deeds and hope for the best? Read on gentle readers...

So it's weird. In many ways, we actually believe Obama more when he makes his pro-gay opinions known than we believe any of the other Dem candidates. He also comes across like a genuinely decent guy. But the only problem: He keeps going and breaking our little gay hearts by stopping short of doing the right thing. Many of us have seen him as the candidate who is unafraid to stand on principle. Now we're left the uneasy feeling that we would once again get exploited and/or thrown under the bus by putting our support behind an Obama-headed ticket. And it's going to take much more than promising pro-gay words to convince us that he'd ever leap into unapologetic pro-gay action. Source G-A- Y



From PILLOWBITER to PILLOW BASHER in minutes

I came across this wacky British sketch comedy duo, and wanted you all to know I hadn't left the planet. Here's something new for my Faithful 17. Oddly in the past 4 days while I have been absent I have gone back up in numbers, so someones either reading me or checking in to see if I've updated or the stats are screwy???

ENJOY- A search for the CURE




queertardo is not planning on shutting down folks, I've been frantically trying to get my end of the remodel work done, bake goodies, nanny the family and actually get some sleep. I DO get sleepier and sleep longer than usual when the weather cools down and the day gets dark sooner.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

A Morning MORALITY lesson

os·tra·cize [os-truh-sahyz]
–verb (used with object),

1.to exclude, by general consent, from society, friendship, conversation, privileges, etc.
2.to banish (a person) from his or her native country; expatriate.
3.(in ancient Greece) to banish (a citizen) temporarily by popular vote.


She had wandered, without rule or guidance, into a moral wilderness. Her intellect and heart had their home, as it were, in desert places, where she roamed as freely as the wild Indian in his woods. The scarlet letter was her passport into regions where other women dared not tread. Shame, Despair, Solitude! These had been her teachers - stern and wild ones - and they had made her strong, but taught her much amiss. ~Nathaniel Hawthorne, The Scarlet Letter, Chapter XVIII "A Flood of Sunshine"


Every Autumn I read bits of my favorite novels that especially remind me of well, Autumn; the changing colors, the fires, the crisp air, apples, pumpkins, squash, the religious zealots that inhabit this planet... Today my AUTUMN bits come from Nathaniel Hawthorne's The Scarlet Letter.

It's a funny thing in our society how we constantly forget that some attitudes never change- lately I've felt like talking UP how we mark the people we despise in our world with labels much like the Puritan New Englanders stuck a scarlet letter on Hester Prynne.

I think it's shameful that the choice to mark the gluttons in the community with a red "G" never crossed a religionists mind, nor do I recall a novel about branding those caught in lies with a scarlet "L." Some "sins" really don't matter a damn to some people. Some "sins" are actually okay with religious people, they'll bypass those sins to address the sins of others which are usually sexual. Religious people are obsessed with sexual sins and it's my belief that they commit them in secret therefore they direct their personal condemnation at others every chance they get.

Hester and Dimmesdale contemplate their own sinfulness on a daily basis and try to reconcile it with their lived experiences.
The
Puritan elders, on the other hand, insist on seeing earthly experience as merely an obstacle on the path to heaven. Thus, they view sin as a threat to the community that should be punished and suppressed. Their answer to Hester’s sin is to ostracize her.

Show your WIZARD Pride!












We don't know when it clicked in your genius brain. We just know that it did.

And we have a shirt for you to celebrate your inability to turn off your gaydar while reading a children's book. It's the man himself, but expressing himself as he wished he could have. Rainbows emanating from his wand. A kiss coming from his Angelina Jolie-ified lips. And his wrist cocked, limply, ready to cast a spell.

OK, now. You're saying, that's cool... but I didn't see the Dumbledore gay reveal coming.

And it's kinda blowing my mind about how many other wizards might also be deep in the closet... and I'm thinking it might be all of them. After all, I know the hardcore religious types HATE the "Harry Potter" phenomenon, and maybe it's not just because wizarding is so sacrilegious... maybe it's because they all got tipped off that ALL wizards can lean that way. Source


So GLAAD will receive a contribution for every T shirt sold. Cool!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

FIDDLING while San Diego burned

log·ic[loj-ik]
-noun
a. A system of reasoning: Aristotle's logic.
b. A mode of reasoning: By that logic, we should sell the company tomorrow.
c. The formal, guiding principles of a discipline, school, or science.
d. The nonarithmetic operations performed by a computer, such as sorting, comparing, and matching, that involve yes-no decisions.
e. Computer circuitry.
f. Graphic representation of computer circuitry.



















"They shook their fists at God and said, “We don’t care what God says, we will issue our legal brief to support gay marriage in San Diego!” Then Mayor Jerry Sanders mocked the Christian vote and signed off on this rebellious legal document to support same-sex marriage.

And then the streets of La Jolla under the Mt. Soledad Cross began to cave in.

They shook their fists at God and said, “We don’t care what the Bible says, We want the California school children indoctrinated into homosexuality!” And then Governor Schwarzenegger signed into law the heinous SB777 which bans the use of “mom” and “dad” in the text books and promotes homosexuality to all school children in California.

And then the wildfires of Southern California engulfed the land like a raging judgment against the radicalized anti-christian California rebels."

Ex-gay meth addict, prostitute, party bottom and ex-convict James Hartline adds prophet to his emblazoned resume. News at 11.

FEAR and LOATHING has awakened the Queer Giant

I found this comment particularly noteworthy, so I am bringing it to the attention of my readers. It hits directly at the core of what I have been thinking about and what I feel I am up against living on this planet, with people, I think, for the most part, refuse to tolerate any ideology that challenges their world view.
I admit I do not tolerate certain things very well. I dislike stupidity, I dislike rudeness. I dislike people who can not reason. I dislike people who make inflammatory remarks just to get attention. I realize that those qualities to some degree, exist in me- therefore I assert that I should not tolerate it when I realize those qualities-in me. I find myself doing my best to redress when I identify them. I strive to eradicate my own ignorance with education.

However, I digress, please read the comment below:
Anonymous said...


Queertardo, I have say that in your absence I searched around other blogs. (No, I did not abandon you). I have to say that there are just not that many blogs (gay blogs that is) that deal with manipulated information in the media. To make one think and wonder. Take a different perspective than what one is told to take.

Our senses are being bombarded with senseless shit (entertainment) while a WAR is raging and the spiritually weak cry out for saving.

I just didn't get how gay people affected the ignorant, it just never dawned on me. Religion never really took a hold on me so why speak/act in the boundaries that it required. It took me a while to realize this bothered people and they used my being gay as reason for not conforming or being different....duh. FUCK THEM.

But thru blogs such as yours and others voices are being used in way that ask people to think.

October 24, 2007 9:36 AM



You're correct Anonymous. There is a barrage of media reports on the internet manipulating the facts, and a great deal of fear is being used in an attempt to get unintelligent followers to support bad ideas. Look at the recent fear mongering MANIPULATIONS being talked about in my favorite blogs- the manipulations are being pointed out and laughed at by the writers of the blog sources I have linked:

Just like proverbial boogey man of Myth, Fox News sees Al Qeada under every rock. Al Qeada is responsible for the Sunni Insurgency in Iraq. Al Qeada is responsible for Shia Death Squads. Al Qeada in Iraq has been "defeated", except when they haven't. And now, Al Qeada has allegedly set the California Wildfires which have displaced nearly 1 Million people - at least that's what Fox "Newsman" Steve Doocy thinks. Source

Robert Knight, formerly of Concerned Women for America and now the Director of the conservative media watchdog, The Culture and Media Institute, appeared on the Live with Dan Abrams show on MSNBC on the topic of JK Rowling's disclosure that a leading character in her popular Harry Potter series is gay. The segment, unsurprisingly to fans of Mr. Abrams, became quite humorous.
"Now to a controversy burning in the magical world of Harry Potter. The revelation that Dumbledore is gay is not sitting well with everyone. Some conservative commentators are blasting Rowling, claiming she is inserting her agenda into had a perfectly good story and forcing parents to talk to their kids about a gay Dumbledore," explained Abrams. Source

They shook their fists at God and said, "We don't care what the Bible says, We want the California school children indoctrinated into homosexuality!" And then Governor Schwarzenegger signed into law the heinous SB777 which bans the use of "mom" and "dad" in the text books and promotes homosexuality to all school children in California.
And then the wildfires of Southern California engulfed the land like a raging judgment against the radicalized anti-christian California rebels. How low will we go? Why won't they listen? Why won't they stop their madness? Source

I point out the information that fascinates me. I think I have for the past 6 or so months tried to be authentic about my feelings. Several times I was insulted by the likes of an anonymous House Wife and Mother, Mala Lopez and Marcus Loewe. Instead of questioning and attacking my ideas, they insulted my intelligence, called me names and refused to understand that the logical information I was blogging about was based on what is currently in the news with a bit of a twist of my own ironic sense of humor. I see it for not what it is- I see it as a launch pad for how I think and view my surroundings. I appreciate that the anonymous commenter who launched this blog entry "gets" what is happening.
When there are stories every day about people being mistreated globally, natural disasters, genocide, corrupt politicians, anti-gay fanatics screaming, anti-minority bigots building fences and toting guns, anti-abortion fascists who will never give to save a life, but Anna Nicole Smith's doctors, Paris Hilton's clothing, and Harry Potter's GAY character replaces the urgency of the truth about our WORLD, something needs to be done.
Why doesn't Bush and the screaming throngs against peace go fight the war in the front lines and let the overworked over taxed and underpaid soldiers come home to their families? Why don't the ex-gay Christians who want "morality" stop obsessing about my PERCEIVED sex life? Why don't the bigots who want tougher border control start taking the jobs they claim dispossesses Americans or shut up and admit they just hate people of color? Why don't the family values folks who want there to be sanctity in marriage ban divorce or find love for the woman "he" had to marry because "he" knocked "her" up and didn't "believe in" abortion.

There is a killer in the White House begging congress for $67 billion more to fund his war game, there are "patriots" screaming at peace protesters over this senseless war, and there are displaced people all across America because of Katrina, wild fires and other avoidable circumstances. We have technology available, we have educators, we have the resources but the people who are supposed to be running this country have abdicated their minds for degeneracy. They are not running the show well- they are running us out of time and energy because they don't care about the future of EVERYBODY.

I realize I may sound angry, I'm challenging a mindset. I don't accept what the current FEAR MONGERING administration is doing as viable. Far be it from me to advise you, but you shouldn't either- it will destroy what little sanity is left in this world. I guess I could just put up pictures of cute men, say silly things and hope to meet someone who'll take me away from all of this death... but that would not be very wholesome or genuine or realistic or queertardo of me. I'm trying to be a wiser, more mature human who is willing to fight the nasties. There aught to be prevention for stupidity, fear, bigotry and lies.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

My FAITHFUL 17

I want to thank my 17 faithful readers who read my blog despite my absence. I was in LA and it was well........

I spent a lot of time alone. I stayed at the studio of my ex and he works two jobs to secure the really large studio space in a recently developed neighborhood in downtown Ontario CA. Years ago when I lived in LA I worked for a family of property managers and they now own his complex- it's amazing the small degree of separation between people. I know for my ex, it is difficult to make ends meet- so I went to help him prepare for a show- I ended up collaborating on his final piece, he welcomed and encouraged my enthusiasm and creativity. The piece turned out to be the focal point of the show. I have a lovely photo I'll post later.

I helped cook and prepare for his open studio and we really didn't have more than a handful of people that attended. Nonetheless it was successful because I saw some friends, helped some friends and was able to just relax all day on SUNDAY. I sat on the couch and watched ten movies, only taking breaks for restroom and food. I totally COUCH POTATOED.


Anyway- I am still settling in to my old ways back home, I have lots to do and very little time to download my photos, write, update, check comments etc. I will get back to the swing of things. I have some new ideas, some new perspectives and some new attitudes. Oh, and I got new glasses today- I am adjusting because I have been having distance problems for years.

Talk to you later, in the mean time I highly recommend Annie Lennox Songs Of Mass Destruction. It was something I listened to over and again while alone or working on the art piece over the weekend. I consider this CD so relevant. Here's a snippet video and a music track of Ghost In My Machine I found online at youtube. Please get the CD, a portion of the proceeds goes to charity.



Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Things that make you go UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

I just received word that on November 4th at the Paramount in Oakland, I will be seeing Diana Ross in concert. Because I have good karma, swell people in my life, and I have apparently made meals that are worthy of granting me special favors with women whose husbands would never be caught DEAD at a Diana Ross concert, I was first choice to accompany my friend Mitzi... maybe she just knows I'm into the big GAY experience this concert represents??? Who knows? So what, the BIG gay GOD has shined upon me his FAVOR.
I've never had the privilege of seeing Ms. Ross but... oh my GOD, HOW GAY.

OKAY, I've thought of all my favorite songs she sings, her disco period, all the gossip surrounding her, every joke about her orange prison jumpsuit, but for some strange reason I decided to leave you this clip from an episode of LOVE BOAT instead- totally unrelated to Ms. Ross, but TOTALLY GAY nonetheless. Good night. Sweet Dreams.

The kitchen is CLOSED















Today instead of going to the house (which is under-going a major remodel) and working there, I stayed chained to the stove in the kitchen. I think I have mentioned to my readers that tomorrow I am leaving for LA to stay until next Monday???
Well in case you're just tuning in, I am going to spend time with my ex in LA- and help him set up an art show/reception he is collaborating with one of my past college art professors. I would feel irresponsible to the family I nanny, if I just left without preparing meals and snacks ahead of time- and so I cooked and baked ALL day.
I baked 3 batches of chocolate chip cookies, two loaves of banana bread; made a dozen enchiladas, "Spanish" style rice, a crock pot of lamb&vegetable soup, meatloaf and mashed potatoes, breaded chicken breasts, prepared vegetables in zip lock storage bags and placed each prepared main dish with the accompanying side dish(es) in the refrigerator taped to a card encased in a ziplock baggie explaining e.g. enchiladas, rice, guacamole, chips- sour cream and salsa. I think they'll be fed for the entire time I'm gone- if not, I think they can find a suitable restaurant.
OKAY so I got really anal retentive.
I know they'll survive, and thank me when I return for being so thorough. I realize how lucky I am to have this domestic kind of job- it's sorta everything I've wanted in life. But I look at how I'm getting a paid week's vacation from the daily remodeling, cooking, laundry, and dog sitting etc. I figure covering all the food basics is the least I could do for "MY family." Oh, I need to go finish the laundry- later...

The Sisters make HEADLINES! MOCKING the faithful, of all things.

"I noticed no protest, no demonstration, no disruption of the Sunday Eucharist. The congregation was devout and the liturgy was celebrated with reverence. Toward the end of the Communion line two strangely dressed persons came to receive Communion. I did not see any mock religious garb. As I recall, one of them wore a large flowered hat or garland. After the event, I realized that they were members of this particular organization and that giving them Holy Communion had been a mistake." Archbishop George H. Niederauer, who gave communion to some Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence this past Sunday which has sparked outrage from FOX News' Bill O'Reilly.

The event might have gone unnoticed had it not been videotaped. And if the tape hadn't made its way to conservative Bill O'Reilly of Fox News.

O'Reilly called the stunt an "unbelievable outrage". Hundreds of angry letters and e-mails poured into the Archdiocese offices and Niederauer was fo